Sunday, March 18, 2012
Tomorrow I will be embarking on a new journey. One that I have really been dreading. I am going to the doctor for lab work and to sit down with a nutrition person. I am not quite sure but I feel for certain that I will be thrashed thoroughly and told that I am headed to the grave. I do not look forward to a new way of eating and an exercise regimine. These are foreign concepts to me. I have discovered that my biggest problem is no self discipline. You see, I love me! I tend to give me, everything me wants! Me, likes me and thinks I am just great and like to make me happy! Me doesn't mind that I have become as big as a whale! Me tends to overlook all of the bad and just sees the good. I seek your prayers with my struggle with old "ME". She really is a good girl who means well. She just has some difficult lessons in front of her that I know she cant handle. This is where God comes in! Me can handle it if she will get out and let God in! Please Lord, prepare me for what awaits!